Do I base my opinion on what other people think?
Do I allow what they say into my heart to sink?
Is my merit based on work? Is my life based on fame?
If it is, wow, that would be such a shame.
Useless as a severed limb lying on the floor.
Doubting, seeking, asking what am I really here for?
Oh God instill in me a passion and a zest,
for this life you have given me, I truly am well blessed.
I think I have a listening ear.
Am I trusting you? Will I persevere?
Your plan I feel so strong one day
can nearly be swayed by one another day.
Yet here I am waiting for you please
confirm what I should do.
In that waiting let me wait
with patience, kindness, that is how I will pray it.
Where am I God? I can’t see where?
I look into the mirror and I stare.
Who are you there before me?
A woman waiting to be what I should be.
I long for solace in my heart,
Lord start today, please help me start.
To be motivated in all I do.
To work my guts out just for You.
On the roller coaster, its up and down.
Once a smile now a frown.
The fear that follows bind it up
Lord fill me up,please fill my cup.
My heart hurts and aches so.
Let your peace upon me flow.
Deepest water rushing in
cleansing me from hurt and sin.
Let your truth be evident
Let your peace be prevalent.